Tuesday, November 27, 20073:05 PM

I couldn't stop crying when i heard the news. It came as a shock to me and i really couldn't accept it when i heard the news. Even when you were missing i couldn't say your name when Sharlene ask me about the news.
Even until now i couldn't accept the fact that you are gone. I mean.. our class chalet was just like yesterday only. Even though after we graduated and went on with our own lives. The memories of the class chalet that we had will always be on my mind. That was one of the best class that i had in all my years of studying. I remembered that you even saved my dog harley when he nearly drowned. Why couldn't you save yourself? Why must you go...
I hated you for leaving because you owe us a meeting. A class gathering. A friends get together session. I hate you soo much because i really wish to be able to see you again.
What you left was a smile that i couldn't forget when i met you few months ago. I was so glad to see you because i had lost contact with you after we graduated. You promised to meet up with the class. You didn't.. and now u are gone.
Reuben i really wished that i can see you again with that big bright smile of yours that you always carry around.
Actually to be selfish on my part i wished that you were never found... because it means that i will always be hoping that one day we can see you again. Even if for a lifetime, I will carry a hope to see you again.
I know how it feels to lose someone so close and dear to you and i hope that you will comfort your parents from above because i can understand how hurt they are now.
To not able to see a person again is a very heartbreaking thing and as much as i hope i can see you again , i hope that you have left us to become an angel in heaven and helping more people from above because u have been an angel on earth for so many of us.
You will be greatly missed by all of us. Thank you for leaving such good memories of u before you left. I hope that we can still be friends in the next life.